About my worst enemy - and my greatest friend

This post will be somehow self-centered. I won't write about a topic from those i'm stocking deep inside my brain. I'll just approch the lack of activity of my blog, which annoys me.

The point is I don't understand why i'm doing this... or rather why i'm not doing it. Why I'm not posting. I was complaining about not having Internet at home, not having much time and not having a pleasing blogging system. Today I've got all of these, and I still have my blogging motivation and my inspiration (which are there since the beginning and never let me down).

Actually, my life is full of interestings situations and events, I've the feeling my ways of reflection have improved. I fancy sharing musics and images i'm discovering... I also have the feeling that ideas coming to me could be useful to other people.

So why isn't the sparkle coming ? Why am I only doing fake comebacks ? I'd like it to be as in the old good times, when everything that blows up into my right hemisphere becames automaticaly a typing of my fingers on the keyboard.

You're reading this... help me ! Put me into this way of expression that I love. Tell me to blog. Cut down this freezing of creativity, so that I can tell you about Strawberry, about my friend Ladybird that I won't let down, about some treasures I found while wandering around, about the eleventh fret of Clara -my guitar - from with she's sounding bad, about those friends which are more and more beloved, about simple semantical pleasures, and about love, love, love, all you need is love !

Let the words fly away.
- Right, let the words fly away !

Back to basics

That's it, I decided to make an english adaptation of my blog J'ai envie, originally written in French.
It will allow me to improve my english (if someone is kind enough to tell me about my mistakes), to reach more people when I say something important - don't laugh, it's possible! - and also to meet new people, share new points of view

I don't think I'll translate all my previous posts - even though translating 4 years of blogging may be an interesting experiment, or a crazy bet - but I'll try to synchronize as much as possible this version with the french one.

I begin this today because I hadn't blogged since a couple of months on J'ai envie, and I've just updated it.

See you later on this blog, and please don't post comments saying that I'm the worst thing which ever happened to the english language!

P.S.: I'd like to thank Pascal a lot for helping me to correct this first post